Friday, January 14, 2011
Last night, when I was home by myself, I went through the same process of shock and wonderment that I go through periodically when I am home alone. I just wander around the house looking at everything and being bewildered. I mean, I still just can't believe I own a house. And all the stuff to fill a house. How does that happen? I don't really feel old enough for all of this. I keep getting this feeling that there is something huge I am forgetting, and that eventually the other shoe will drop and it will all be taken away from me. Is this a feeling that will eventually go away, or will I feel like this for the rest of my life?