Monday, October 5, 2015

30 Weeks Pregnant

I finally got my results back at this week's doctor visit - I do NOT have gestational diabetes!  So that's exciting.  To celebrate, I'll be eating all the cookies and milk I can cram into my body - which isn't a whole lot at a time because someone is taking up all the space where my stomach should be...

This week was kinda rough, or at least the weekend was.  I had all sorts of grand plans about what I was going to get done, and then I ended up getting sick and not doing much besides moping on the sofa.  It's just so frustrating to look around at this huge mess I've let accumulate and not be able to do anything about it.  It's also frustrating to see all these home improvement things that need to be done around the house and not knowing how to fix them.  I feel like the worst person in the world having to depend on my poor family to do all of this stuff for me because I am incapable of handling it myself.  In a few short weeks someone is going to hand me a living breathing human and send me on my way - and I have a hard time making food without burning it.  How on earth am I supposed to take care of a baby?

The internet tells me these thoughts are normal, but it's still terrifying.

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